Hay you guys!!!!!!! sooooo angry man!

absolutely pissed off with the passion, i hate it how people think its ok to do something when really its not, i mean how cheeky can you get? first i give you my prize possession, then you stamp on my laptop with your massive hands and think its ok, well im sorry love but have you got £700 no didnt think so. so keep off.
this is kind of a place i come to moan as Facebook is broadcasted and too open for my liking!!
Do i do what i want to do or do i do what i don't want to do? shall i do whats best for me or whistle on by down the street?? im confused, someone tell me what to do. i dont want to be selfish but if you take the piss, yanoo there is only so much i can take!! arr well i will get there in the end hopefully, we will see wont we im going to make something of my life not like you!!!

OUSHHHH i feel liuke running very fast!!!!

I love to bully andy, he loves it too. I do sometimes wonder how he puts up with me-buttt... i love him so he will have to just deal with it!!!

REALLY REALLY SCARED!!! Just waiting for a letter to go into hospital having a lumbar puncture, and then an operation to drain fluid, then i have to go for another MRI scan to see if i have cancer on the brain. Not sure if i should just run or cry and hide. Yippee tho once im sorted i will be able too see and walk and not get headaches. woooooohooohoohooo.
OH and i love kate bush with the passion so exited for the new single. Mind you im loosing the hearing too. MUTTON JEFF, cant bloody hear you.

B-baileys
A-amazing
I-incredible
L-ludicrously tasty
E-exiting
Y-yummy
S-Scrumptious

Can you tell i love it, yes cos your not as stupid as I LOOK hahahhhhahha
Andy is now accusing me of being a druggy!!! hmm hmmmmmm nope i am already on enough prescribed pills to kill a bull.
Dont need anything illegal to make me.. well.....not myself. Well i would explain and tell you my drugs with a fantastic description, but wudnt want people to not read my blog because it takes 8 days to read. hahahaah
OVER N OUT!!!! cyaaaaaaaaaa im off to pie shop!!

i invented pain sister!!

well bad pain today, really sore lower left hand abdo. its killing  me man wheres andy bloody yates???? arrrgghhhhhhh

WHAT IS GOING ON!!

WELL.... lets just say i wish i would have listened when i had the chance, i do these things because i think im right, HOW WRONG WAS I.

I nearly felt out with the bestest guy in the world over s stupid pathetic girl, which in my eyes i must have been on drugs. I would just like to say sorry to the people i upset during this stupid PHASE of my life and it will certainly not happen again.  ATM i just cant wait to go see Andy, as he is a LEGEND!!!...................

Ive also been let down today got told i cant move into my new house as the landlord has took it off the market,what a joke,is he just stupid or asking for a slap? i really got my hopes up too.

Been learning new songs on my guitar getting there slowly bu shorly.

still packing tho as im sure i will find somewhere else with a big back garden, for my chickens. :-) anyway off and out now GOODBYE ALL. :-)

KEEP SMILING!!!

Found out a good friend of mine is very upset atm. His grandmother has just passed away. keep your chin up Kenny, it will get better. I am here for you. you know if you need a hug. Cant wait to see you Wednesday i will keep your chin up for you. he he  cos i know you cant do this all on your own. ;-)

Happy Now.

Everything is falling into place now. 3 bedroom house in Farnworth hear i come. love my two shipperbottoms, i really do. Julie and Scott. i have had a great time living at theirs for the last week. 
I am happy now to be moving out of the (horrible) place i live now and im sure others will be happy to hear it.

I am on the mend now feeling so much better. headaches still there constantly, but tonsil infection has gone and so has the earache and bad foot...  chilling at the moment cant do anything till tomorrow so everyone wish me good luck.

went out last night to my cousins wedding. funniest night in a long time. i was drunk. we were dancing all night and yes, the heels came off after 10 minits of being there ;-). Im not really allowed to drink either but i thought maybe one...two....five, wont hurt.  Got a busy day today so lets see how this one goes shall we?.......

Old faces

OMG I have just realized how much bek is a doll. shes so funny i just love her. Bless her she was giving me riddles to figure out.(just wasn't happening for me) lol you will get throught the rough patch hunny dont worry.

And im sorry to say i will not marry you kenny(heathcliff). ha ha ha

LOVE IT!!

I have to say a lot has changed in the last 24 hours. I feel so much better its amazing. I thought i would not  feel this good for at-least another two weeks but what can i say? how wrong was i?

Had a phone call today' actually i will start from the beginning i received a letter on Friday or should i say three letters. explaining why i wasn't being paid and why i would have to wait two weeks to get my next payment. i then decided i should give them a ring to ask why this was. but then i realized i couldn't ring them up until today' so i did and the outcome was fantastic. I am happy now. (FACT)

On another note i also feel better in myself now i am not worrying etc. I have to say tho i really do hope this all goes to plan. knowing my luck tho i should bury my head in the sand. ;-)  I haven't had a headache in at least 3 hours so this is good. i can think again' not saying that's a good thing.

I shall tell you that you may want to hold on' you may feel the need to never let go. Wrong choice people' think of the future and forget about the past or you will always be dragged down(As i was). Now i know how silly and unbelievable that was. i have to say i feel good. having someone there who cares about you and will help you when and if you need it. Its amazing.

I will sleep with a smile on my face.

i mean.... really?

If i told you what had happened in the last few days you would not believe me. i mean can things get any worse? first off.... i get told by the neurologist that i would have a MRI scan because of a suspected brain tumor... Then i go in on the Thursday and get told i have to wait two weeks as i am getting fast tracked. some one please explain to me how two weeks is being fast tracked? ermmmm i don't think so. On a good note i had a phone call today at 01:29pm saying i was to go in on the Friday instead. well there is a god after all.

Well i have to say tho during all of this nonsense Kenny has stuck by me 100% he is a god send bless him. i just love to Skype him at stupid hours just to laugh at him. Well at his stupid comments and predictions should i say. ;-) I just love him like a family dog that you want to kick out in the back yard he he only joking. i shall be uploading some lovely mug shots of the famous Kenny as soon as i can. He will love me for it obviously who wouldn't.

On another note i have had a slight problem with a certain someone. i have never in my entire life met anyone so obnoxious' i mean i heard of if you don't get what you want fight for it or.... i want it and i want it now' but this is beyond that. this is the type that if you don't save somebody half of your cigarette then run and run fast or you will end up in a comber. Well obviously i thought to myself' What shall i do? well i just legged it. I do have a brain. ;-)

well up and out for not have to think of a reason for being a push around and why i have done this for so long. Well it will change from here onwards BELIEVE ME.